4 days sober, but I need to be careful today. I have already decided that I would like and deserve a drink today. It has been a productive but stressful week. I made it through yesterday fairly easy as I had no vodka in the house. However, I was craving it a little more towards the end of my work day.
I have to leave the house around noon to drop my four year old daughter at school. Then, I am going to meet with my accountant. That is when I will pick up the Vodka. The first test will be not drinking any until later on today. I have to come back and get some more work done. Hopefully, that will give me enough incentive to not take a drink until the end of the day. However, I need to transfer the Vodka to water bottles before coming home and that is always a test.
My next test is to limit what I drink tonight. What I would really like to do is drink half a liter, but then I run the risk of getting caught. So, I have to be careful, a shot after work, and sneak about 3 more in during the night. That should be enough to take the edge off. However, I will need some strength limit it and not go over board.